MY FAVORITE CHILDHOOD MEMORY

My favorite childhood memory? Yes I have it. I love my childhood time, and I miss that time so much. If I can reverse the time, I want be child again. Because be child is best. No need to think about money, study and work. Just set at mind how to play with friend. Playing 24hour without problem. Play with sibling, cousin and friend. When I remember my childhood memory automatic I remember my late grandmother. Because I sleep with her, until my age 9 years old and she passed away. Me and my younger brother always make my grandmother angry because we naughty. When she said don’t, but we still do it. When my parent go back from work, she will report with my parent that we stubborn. Hehe. I love her so much. When my younger brother do mistake she will run to get my brother and rattan my brother. She never give we play outside because she said dangerous, I know actually she no want we play far from house, but when my parent back from work, my parent give us to play outside and using bicycle. And she will mad at my parent. hihi.. Sorry nenek. Every night I sleep with her. I will kiss and hug her. Pray first before sleep. But at 29.10.1999 on Friday, she passed away. She leaves me. I am crying because I also make mistake to her. Already 11 years she leaves me. But I always remember her. She maybe looks like lion but her heart like diamond. I remember when she cooking, I also cooking too. Hihi.. I play with the vegetarian and she will say, “stop playing”.. hihihi.. Do I care?? Hihi.. she buy me teddy bear, she make my milk, she will brushes my hair and put some “zam-zam” oil ( so smelly). She will make “tocang” at my hair, and company me until my school van come. And she also always is warning to me. “Like this you go to school, so I want to see like this when you go back”. Ok grandmother, I hears your warning. I will always remember my childhood memory even though I have a bad memory.

IF I COULD BE SOMEONE,WHO WOULD I BE?

If I could be someone, I want to be a woman that had everything. Someone that have good personality and good attitude, love to smile and very caring person. If I could be someone, I want to be like Tun Dr Siti Hasmah Mohd Ali. Why I want to be like her? Because to me she was a perfect woman. She had the education, good attitude, very humble. Let me explain a little bit about her.

• Tun Dr Siti Hasmah was born in Klang, Selangor on July 12, 1926.

• She obtained her MBBS from the University of Malaya in Singapore.

• Often a pioneer in her profession, Tun Dr. Siti Hasmah was one of the first Malay women to enroll for a medical course at the King Edward VII College of Medicine in Singapore after World War II.

• In 1955 she graduated as a medical doctor from the Faculty of Medicine, University Malaya, which was then located in Singapore.

• She subsequently joined the government health service. She was one of the first Malay woman doctors in then Malaya. She married to Mahathir the following year in August.

• Ten years later, she became the first woman to be appointed Medical Officer in the Maternal and Child Health Department, and in 1974, she was the first woman to be appointed the State Maternal and Child Health Officer.

• Tun Dr Siti Hasmah is the author of several articles on family medicine and the socioeconomic factors associated with pregnancy and childbearing in Malaysia.

I’ve met her at maternity ward at Putrajaya Hospital. I was there because my sister’s eldest child birth, in front my sister bed, is Tun Dr Siti Hasmah maid. She comes to see her maid. She very caring person, even through her maid is not Malaysian, her still care. She also pays the medical cost. She also comes to my sister bed and asking my sister condition. She also said to the doctor and nurse over there that “make your patient feel pleasure not pressure”. I love her style. She speaks properly, smoothly. She smiles always. Even though she was a doctor but she never boast.

MY DREAM

My dream ? Yes I have a lot dream and of course everybody also have their own dream. My 1^st dream that always at my head is… I want to slim and beautiful like celebrity. Because I never slim, I was slim only when I childhood. But now I am not. So I always wish that 1 day I will look the new NUR ASHIKIN. I must changes myself. I no want fat until I old. My 2^nd dream is I want be a career woman. I want have my own career as the manager maybe. I want my salary above RM 7000. So I can survive my life. I can spend my salary at right way. I will give 20% of my salary to my parent. 40% of my salary I will save to marriage soon. 20% I will use to my daily purchase such as for my food, and shopping, and the balance 20% I will pay my loan, my car, my phone, electric and water bill. I want buy my own house. My dream house? Of course, bungalow 3^rd level, completely with swimming pool and the beautiful garden. I want all the equipment from IKEA and my bungalow color is gold. It will make my house become more luxury. My bungalow have 8 room which is at level two have 5 room and at three level have 3 room. My parent and my sibling will use the 2^nd level room and the 3^rd level for child. I will make my family become happy family. I want my family stay with me. I also have 3 maids. So sweet dream right? I will use my dream cars. The only cars that I want is that Toyota Estima 2015. It so smart. I like it too much. My car, of course white color. My parent? They can use Toyota Alphard. Smart too. I want get marriage with the person that I love so much. For my wedding I want do the event at my parent house. I want my wedding simple but grand. My wedding color? I want white and red color. Why I want do my wedding at my parent house? Because my cousin and my relatives house near with my parent house. I will rent 15 canopy and put it in front my parent house. I will not order catering because I want my uncle cook for my wedding. So I need my relatives help me. It will make we close right? I can imaging the situation. So my wedding just simple. For honeymoon? Also simple, cause I will go only in my country. I want go island, maybe pangkor island or tioman island. One day,I will bring my parents went Mecca. That all for my dream.

PROCRASTINATION

I often suspend my work. since childhood I was taught not to postpone the work by my parents and my nanny,but when I grow up I became increasingly lazy and often suspend my work. My school work is often delayed because I would prefer things that are not as important like watching television, sleeping and playing games. When retained at work I will imitate my school work. So my academic performance has declined. So after I entered college. I like to postpone the work. My attitudes still prevail. I will finish my assignment last minute. I will be online a bit, go out with friends, I will enjoy first, so my project and assignment never finish early. I will submit my assignment lately. I will try to change my attitude who like to postpone the work, because of this attitude is not appropriate at work later.

PRAYER

Prayer .. All the people in this world praying to their God .. Whether Muslim, Christian, Hindu, Buddhist .. In Islam, we must pray, prayer and be grateful to God for all the blessings that we have .. I pray every time end of pray to forgive my sins, the sins of my family .. Always pray that extended the age .. Healthy always .. In find a mate with the righteous .. I prayed before my exams started so easy to answer questions .. I'll call when in trouble .. and give thanks, having successfully .. We must educate the next generation about prayer, pray and thanksgiving .. In Islam we believe that in case we pray, our prayers will become a reality. Prayer is a form of religious practice that seeks to activate a volitional connection to a god, deity or spirit, through deliberate practice. Prayer may be either individual or communal and take place in public or in private. Pray people for many reasons such as personal benefit or for the sake of others.

HOW YOU USE COMMUNICATION TO GET JOB?

As we know, communication is important because it will show how we communicate with other people. If we cannot communicate as well, we cannot make a good relationship especially with person from other religion. So we should learn how to communicate as well. To get the job, we should know how to communicate when we on interview, because the panel will see our way. How we interact with them, How we answer the question. If we have a good communication such as speak with the medium volume, smile, answer with logical answer, give the body language and have a eye contact, it will be interact the panel.

CURRENT ISUES

Now days, our country sock with story about babies discard. people who not ho-mane has discard babies without feeling. Some teenager have fun with their couple, do sex without marry and without care about family, religion, and pride. At the end, girl teenager got pregnant. in a young age already pregnant. The unwanted baby should not life and it should die before their grow up and be child. Did they not think that baby is so cute and chubby?? Hear the voice, laugh and cry. So cute. When we kiss the baby, the smell of baby can make we love them so much. But i cant' understand why some teenager dare to kill and burn the cute baby while them make the baby??

Baby also need life, need to know who their parent, need to get love from parents and sibling. But unlucky baby was born in a few hour and die without feeling. Teenager leave their baby area mosque, dustbin in a inanimate condition. Put baby in dustbin and burn the dustbin.I feel so sad and cry. What the sin that baby already done?? How dare them to like that? Imaging if we in the baby condition, what we feel?